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Q: Why are you doing this?
A: Well it started out as an experimental site… A place for me to pracitce my skills.
Now most of the “fancy stuff” is gone… I started to enjoy having the site for what it is or maybe I should say have become. It’s a place where I can reflect on myself… I think if there is one person I really should try and get to
know it’s myself. This way i look at myself and you get to peek in through the window and take a look at that process.
I hope you enjoy it.

Q: Will you send me pictures? Wanna trade pics? Send me some nudes!
A: All the same Q really… No I never send pics what you see here is what you get nothing more m´nothing less. I don’t trade pictures but you’re free to e-mail me fansigns if you like. Finally I think I stated on the start page… there is no porn or nudety on this site… Now I tell you it’s none outside this site either ;-).

Q: Why is the site in English?
A: This Q is mostly asked by Swedes, well simple I have many friends all over the world and I want them all to be able to read it. As for my English I lived a year in Florida, Now I often think in English, I even dream and count in English… It feels like my language too.

The men in my life

I don’t know if it’s normal but I only have one woman in my life that matters (A) and whom I trust. But those I talk to and therefore really exist in my life is men. I will mention them here as I suspect they will be mentioned in my posts.

M – My angel who’s there fore me when I need him. I love him dearly for the wonderful person he is. I think it’s impossible to find a friend as true as he is. Honestly I don’t know what I’ve done to deserve him in my life, a life without him would be a poor life to live.

H – Loved from my heart, I wish I could chase his inner deamons away. I don’t want a life without him.

R – Whos’ phonecalls always warms my soul and makes me happy. caring. He has Ms heart in his hand and she has his.

F – War friend who’s seen me go through many rough times. He’s found his soulmate A.

P – Old friend. Photographs fantastic cat images.

I would do anything in my power for these men to ensure they get all the hapiness in the world

Valborg-Walpurgis Eve and May Day

On Sweden’s Valborg-Walpurgis Eve on April 30th Swedes are lighting bonfires to mark the end of winter and the beginning of spring. People gather by the light and heat of the fire to listen to choirs performing a number of traditional spring songs. “Valborgsmässoafton” is an ancient custom: it was done to scare off predators before the cattle and sheep were let out to graze but also to protect people against evil spirits believed to be gathering on this very night.

Once the fire dies there’s time for a few hours sleep before it’s time to get ready for the May Day processions and speeches. This is an annual manifestation day of the Swedish labor movement and has been celebrated all around the country since 1890. May Day became an official holiday in Sweden in 1939


Halloween rapidly became established here in Sweden
Probably a result of smart commercial marketing

Swedes only recently began celebrating Halloween; it’s a welcome break and a good reason to party. As darkness falls across the land by the beginning of November, Sweden is enveloped in darkness and the long dark weeks stretch away endlessly so we take any opportunity to engage in some festivities. With our skeleton from the closet we bring out the friendly ghost instead to help bring this young tradition in the gathering dark out into the light.

The celebration of a particular custom often has lengthy roots. Some customs are traditional, with the emphasis on their religious origins, while others are of a contemporary, more commercial nature. The traditional customs comes from an old double holiday which includes All Saint’s day and All Soul’s day November 1st & 2nd. Today the public holiday is placed in the calendar the weekend after that. The custom of lighting candles on family graves started in the Stockholm area at the beginning of the 20th century and is still widely practiced. After the 2nd world war it spread throughout the country, anyone traveling trough Sweden on this weekend is met by some beautiful scenes. The countless points of light from the candles and lanterns placed on graves form beautiful patterns in the dark and lend a special feel to the landscape.

Join our dance around the Maypole.

Midsummer, the time when Swedes, regardless of the weather, want to be outdoors, meet others and greet the arrival of summer.
The changing of the season is closely associated with Swedish customs. We celebrate summer with an intensity that can only be found in people who have just endured a long, dark winter. But then, Midsummer is an occasion with pagan roots.

The celebration of midsummer is an ancient custom, The longest day of the year was, in pagan time, a very important feast. The old belief is that if you pick 9 different flowers, during silence, at a crossroad and placed the flowers under your pillow, you would dream of your future spouse.

Today, the most important ways to celebrate are dancing around the midsummer pole, having traditional pickled herring and with a BBQ. The midsummer pole was once a symbol of fruitfulness.

Just another day

Weather: Cloudy grey raw yuck!
At the dinner table: Who knows!?
Wearing: jeans and t-shirt
Contemplating: How I will finish my workproject before vaccation
Plus: All site project seems to be doing OK
Minus: Stress at work… (but on a reasonable level)

Sunny day

Weather: The sun showed up today…
At the dinner table: Meatloaf with olives and feta
Wearing: Tank-top and jeans skirt
Contemplating: Comunitysites and what makes and breaks them
Plus: I’m full, I still have vacation
Minus: I’m bored


Weather: Grr fall can’t be here already!?
At the dinner table: Sausage with strange name
Wearing: Tank-top and jeans skirt
Contemplating: Boredom
Plus: Vacation
Minus: Headace

Hotter than hell

Weather: Hotter than hell, cant go outside without getting sticky.
At the dinner table: Sushi!!!
Wearing: Towel
Contemplating: Dr Snuggles… How strange I haven’t seen or heard about Dr Snuggles since I was a kidd yet I keep hearing the leadsong in my head…Explain PLEASE!
Plus: I had a terrific day at work…everything I did worked perfect!
Minus: There isn’t 30 hours in a day…